An Open Letter To My Kids

Howdy do, precious ones….

I thought I’d send y’all (or is that all y’all?) a little message just to share a couple of things the Lord spoke to me this past weekend in New York.  To be perfectly honest, I can’t say that I ever was interested in traveling to that city, it being a “city” and all; but I figured if I was to go, these were the best circumstances for a trip–to be part of a ministry team.  We stayed at what was formerly a hospital (now a very old building!) that has been transformed into the New York School of Urban Ministry (NYSUM).  …just so happens, our pastor’s father started the organization back in the ’80s with his twin brother.  I was really excited to be a part of this ministry to the city and it got me to thinking about ministry and whether there was something to the fact doing some things excite me and some things don’t.  I wonder if the things that don’t excite us have to do with the fact they come across as “gotta do’s” instead of “get to do’s”?  Perhaps some ministry opportunities don’t excite me because they are not things I am called to do.

A common word in Christian circles has to do with God “stretching” us.  The funny thing is that the implication has always been negative to me–God is stretching you and it is going to be difficult, you’re not going to like it, and He is going to make you do things you do not want to do.  What if it is not that at all?  In stead of negative, what if God’s stretching (is that really a Biblical term?) is a positive? … growing into the grace and wisdom of God. …growing into our sensitivity to the Holy Spirit and hearing God’s voice for every situation we encounter.  …an enabling and equipping to bring the life of Jesus into every area of our lives and relationships.

God spoke something else of significance to my heart this past weekend.  Our pastor grew up in New York and (shudder) is a New York driver–contributing to the growth of our prayer lives…  He also served as our tour guide and he pointed out to us the gates over the doors of small businesses–they are rolled down at night for protection and up in the morning when they open for business.  There was a powerful word for me in that sometimes the gates are down in my life–I’m in protection mode and closed for business.  Whatever the Holy Spirit may want to say to me or through me is blocked because I just am not open.  My desire is always to be open for God to speak to me and use me for His glory–I do not want indifference, distractions, sin, or busyness to so consume me that I cannot hear His voice.
So this is my prayer, for me and for each of you–
O Father, fill us with your Holy Spirit–fill our hearts, fill our minds, fill every area of our lives with you.  Give us more “get to do” opportunities to share your goodness and grace.  Open our eyes to see that you are at work all around us; there are many opportunities to bless others and share life–increase our sensitivity to your voice.  Equip us with wisdom and mercy, I pray.  Keep the doors of our hearts open; do not let us shut down or shut out your Holy Spirit or the people who surround us.  Give us your eyesight to see others the way you see them, and give us hearts to intercede for encounters of your grace in their lives, I pray.  In Jesus’ name, amen.
Love,
mom
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1 Response to An Open Letter To My Kids

  1. Greetings friend, I’m Melissa Crawford and I appreciate the prophecy that I found on your webpage. My husband wanted me to invite you to share with our live video streaming e-revival audience as soon as possible. At Spirit University he is training a team of prophetic students and we are all receiving end time visions, dreams and words like yours. One of our students has been seeing fireballs falling from Heaven and as you know, one actually fell on Russia.

    Many other prophetic signs are being confirmed at our e-Revival.

    Everyone receives a prophetic word by my husband James Crawford; if they request one and we have an e-Revival every day! We would love to have you or anybody else’s prophecies shared at God’s revival!

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    Keep up the good work and God bless you.

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